Friday, August 10, 2018



“If a man is only as good as his word, 
then I want to marry a man with a vocabulary like yours.
The way you say dicey and delectable and octogenarian
in the same sentence — that really turns me on.
The way you describe the oranges in your backyard
using anarchistic and intimate in the same breath.

I would follow the legato and staccato of your tongue 
wrapping around your diction 
until listening become more like dreaming 
and dreaming became more like kissing you.

I want to jump off the cliff of your voice 
into the suicide of your stream of consciousness. 
I want to visit the place in your heart where the wrong words die. 
I want to map it out with a dictionary and points 
of brilliant light until it looks more like a star chart 
than a strategy for communication. 
I want to see where your words are born. 
I want to find a pattern in the astrology.

I want to memorize the scripts of your seductions. 
I want to live in the long-winded epics of your disappointments, 
in the haiku of your epiphanies. 
I want to know all the names you’ve given your desires. 
I want to find my name among them,

‘cause there is nothing more wrecking sexy than the right word. 
I want to thank whoever told you 
there was no such thing as a synonym. 
I want to throw a party for the heartbreak 
that turned you into a poet.

And if it is true that a man is only as good as his word 
then, sweet jesus, let me be there 
the first time you are speechless, 
and all your explosive wisdom becomes 
a burning ball of sun in your throat, 
and all you can bring yourself to utter is, oh god, oh god.”

Mindy Nettifee

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